i am not a little girl anymore

Gue kesel.. Kesel bngt2an. Gue abis berenang dicitos sm tamara adel sm chita. Trs gue blg sm nykp gue gktau mau pulang jam brp. Tp dia malah marah2 krn gue pulang malem. MALEM? Jam 7 dibilang malem? What the.. Mom, gue bukan anak kecil lg!! Gue mau bebas, gue mau jadi org yg ga tergantung sm apapun. Gue mau lo percaya sm gue biarpun lo gk ada disebelah gue. Please, gue gkmau bohongin lo terus mom. Coba pikir, gk selamanya kan gue jd anaak kecil lagi!! Gue udh sma sekarang. Gue udah dewqasa woy! Gue mau lo ngasih gue kebebasan, gue jg mau nyoba pulang malem, lo jg tau kan gue gkbakal ngapa2in? Gue jg tau mana yg baik dan bukan. Gue mau nunjukkin kl gue udh mandiri, gue udah mandiri. Gue mau lo tau ini mom!! Please.. I'm not a kid anymore:'(

ACNE ACNE ACNE!!!

sumpah mau marah bgt gue malem ini T,T huuuu masa gr2 period jerawat jd byk gttt aaaa sampah nih jerawat kampung kampret kampway!!! hu sedih cekale diriqoe!! jerawat kampung ini br tumbuh 2 hari yg lalu gt deh ah shid balabala shid muka gue jd aneh gt hu sapi bgt deh ah

bosan

harus tau ya masa kan gue lg buka blognya devr, RS ADA MAINAN TIC TAC TOE GT, PAS GUE MAININ................BANGKEEEEE ADA SETAN2ANNYA GT huhu kan kaget!! gue lgsg tutup mata gt gkberani liat huhu.
ehem bai de wei apakabar semuah? saya lagi kangen sm seseorang. dan bodohnya lagi kangennya smp nangis oke sebenrnya not a big deal ya cuma sih gue td dikasi tau fianna soal dia hu sial gue ngs darah.....oke lebe
hm, bsk itu hari sabtu, dan gue mau berenang sm tmn gue yg disma.mereka adalah chita dan tamkez. sm adel jg sih, cm krn adel anak 68 gt dulu jd gkperlu kenak]lan kan-_-
AA intinya kangen

kangen!

Gue gaktau mau ngmg apa lagi! Gue cm bisa ngmg kangen kangen dan kangen! Gue kangen banget sama lo nyet! Sadar kek!!!!

hey you..

There's something..
Something I can't explain to the world when I met u
You're really kind..
And I don't event care who u are
You come to my life with easy way
But when you're gone..
Everything's changing
My life..
My light..
My sunshine..
Too hard for losing you
I need 1 minute to fell in love with u
But..
I need even more of one year to forgetting you
All the memories
I still remember..
Remember all of u
Remember when you laughed
When you smile
When you spoke
When you called my name
When you told me that u miss me
When you told me that u love me
And I replied it all..
I told u that I love u even more
And I miss u so much..
And when I said that I don't wanna lose u in my life..
When everything was change, maybe you lost that memories
But..
Not for me
Even the little things
I still remember it
What u wore..
What u said
What u brought
What u told to me
Believe me
I miss u so damn
I just want u know
I just want u realize it
I miss u so damn
But..
I only hope the best for u
Hope you happy without me
Thanks for making my life so colorful
Thanks for everything
:')

this is......for ya

You're my rainbow after the rain
You're my sunshine after dark
You make my life so colorful
And I remember every little thing about you
I remember about your hair
Your eyes
Your nose
Your smile
Your everything..
But..
Do u remember about me?
About what thing we ever do together?
Our past memories?
Do u remember when u said 'I miss u'
When laugh together is a best part when I'm in trouble
I remember you always there when I need a help
Every lesson we past together
Every exam we cheated together
When I'm thirsty and u bring me some water
When I'm sick and then u said 'you'd better sleep'
When I'm hungry and u said 'please eat, I don't want u sick'
When break time we always chit-chat near our class
One day, when u're hungry and u said 'I'm hungry, wait here, I'm going eating for a moment'
And less from 5 minutes you're back and said 'better I'm here accompany u'
Every night you tell -gnite, I love u

galau syndrome

Selamat malam-_- gktau mau ngapain, malem ini gue gk ngantuk pdahal bsk pagi hrs bgn pagi2 buta. Oke lebay gk pagi buta juga-_- gue sebelum tidur kan denger2in lagu gt biar ngantuk, dan entah knp malem ini lagu2 yg terpasang adalah: lagu2 anang&syahrini.....wow gelak.skrg gue lg dengerin lagunya yg......separuh jiwaku pergi. Entah kenapa kok ada hubungannya sm kegalauan gue. Dan gue bingung knp tiap hari hidup gue isinya galau mulu--" kangen.. Yak itu dia yg bikin gue galau. Kangen tuh ngerepotin ya?kalo ketemu canggung bgt kaya gkbisa ngapa2in, tapi kalo gk ketemu rasanya pengen banget ketemu. Haha apalg buat orang pacaran pasti ribet. Nah, kan gue jomblow, jadi msh lebih mending lah biarpun batin gue kesiksa *ea* haha tp memang bener sih, coba lo bayangin lo kangen sm org yg udh lama ilang, gkpernah ada kabarnya.. Aneh ya? Seharusnya gue gampang lupain orang yg gk ada dihidup gue belakangan ini. Tp gue nggak. Gue ttp berusaha lupain itu manusia-_- gue udh sma hidup gue msh panjang, begitupun dia, gue pasti dapet yg lebih baik drpd dia, dia pun begitu, gue jg seneng kok kalo liat dia seneng biarpun gak sama gue.. Toh, gue yakin disma ini gue bakal dapet pengalaman yg banyak, yg bs bikin gue sadar kalo didunia ini msh banyak yg harus gue hadepin. Lagian gue jg mau fokus belajar, mau ngurusin badan. Hahaha doain ajalah. Buat lo, yg jauh dari gue..gue cm berdoa dan ttp berdoa yg terbaik buat lo, gue minta maaf sm lo kalo pernah nyakitin lo atau bikin lo gk nyaman sm gue.keadaan waktu itu emng gk memungkinkan buat gue sadar kl lo kesel ke gue. Makasih buat hari2nya waktu itu..coklatnya jg thanks haha.banyak yg susah gue lupain dr lo. Cm selama lo ilang gini, perasaan gue jg udh mulai pudar kok. Gue sadar, gue gkbs berharap lebih. Makasih byk, I hope for the best for you:) makasih yaaa. Makasih banyaaaaaaaaaaaakbgt