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This month
I realized that I love someone
Who I can't predict before
But I know
He'll never love me like what I do
He's just only my friend
Nevermind
I'll only can admiring you
Although you know
I only want you to keep close with me
Don't change
Please
And I hope so
You'll love me
Like I do love you
XO

this fckn midle year

Hello, longtime no see with this blog
Pertengahan taun ini gue kan udh resmi jd anak sma kan nih, nah skrg abis libur lebaran (btw minal aidin wal faidzin yak!!!) Gue lg byk tugas bgt libur ini aaaaa parah what a fckn nitemarebgt!! T_T huuu. First gue ada tugas bahasa indo suruh bikin video lalalala gitulah, and itu udh selesai, ke 2 ada pr ekonomi trs pkn agama trs apalg ya? AND THE LAST AND THE HARDEST is LIA's essay!! This is my really222 fckn homework!! Aaa I hate a holiday with full of homework! Shitman! Huuuu. Itu parah bgt ya gue udh bikin berulang2 msh aja salah sumpah gue gemes bgt kapan selesainya coba? T_T

i am not a little girl anymore

Gue kesel.. Kesel bngt2an. Gue abis berenang dicitos sm tamara adel sm chita. Trs gue blg sm nykp gue gktau mau pulang jam brp. Tp dia malah marah2 krn gue pulang malem. MALEM? Jam 7 dibilang malem? What the.. Mom, gue bukan anak kecil lg!! Gue mau bebas, gue mau jadi org yg ga tergantung sm apapun. Gue mau lo percaya sm gue biarpun lo gk ada disebelah gue. Please, gue gkmau bohongin lo terus mom. Coba pikir, gk selamanya kan gue jd anaak kecil lagi!! Gue udh sma sekarang. Gue udah dewqasa woy! Gue mau lo ngasih gue kebebasan, gue jg mau nyoba pulang malem, lo jg tau kan gue gkbakal ngapa2in? Gue jg tau mana yg baik dan bukan. Gue mau nunjukkin kl gue udh mandiri, gue udah mandiri. Gue mau lo tau ini mom!! Please.. I'm not a kid anymore:'(

ACNE ACNE ACNE!!!

sumpah mau marah bgt gue malem ini T,T huuuu masa gr2 period jerawat jd byk gttt aaaa sampah nih jerawat kampung kampret kampway!!! hu sedih cekale diriqoe!! jerawat kampung ini br tumbuh 2 hari yg lalu gt deh ah shid balabala shid muka gue jd aneh gt hu sapi bgt deh ah

bosan

harus tau ya masa kan gue lg buka blognya devr, RS ADA MAINAN TIC TAC TOE GT, PAS GUE MAININ................BANGKEEEEE ADA SETAN2ANNYA GT huhu kan kaget!! gue lgsg tutup mata gt gkberani liat huhu.
ehem bai de wei apakabar semuah? saya lagi kangen sm seseorang. dan bodohnya lagi kangennya smp nangis oke sebenrnya not a big deal ya cuma sih gue td dikasi tau fianna soal dia hu sial gue ngs darah.....oke lebe
hm, bsk itu hari sabtu, dan gue mau berenang sm tmn gue yg disma.mereka adalah chita dan tamkez. sm adel jg sih, cm krn adel anak 68 gt dulu jd gkperlu kenak]lan kan-_-
AA intinya kangen

kangen!

Gue gaktau mau ngmg apa lagi! Gue cm bisa ngmg kangen kangen dan kangen! Gue kangen banget sama lo nyet! Sadar kek!!!!

hey you..

There's something..
Something I can't explain to the world when I met u
You're really kind..
And I don't event care who u are
You come to my life with easy way
But when you're gone..
Everything's changing
My life..
My light..
My sunshine..
Too hard for losing you
I need 1 minute to fell in love with u
But..
I need even more of one year to forgetting you
All the memories
I still remember..
Remember all of u
Remember when you laughed
When you smile
When you spoke
When you called my name
When you told me that u miss me
When you told me that u love me
And I replied it all..
I told u that I love u even more
And I miss u so much..
And when I said that I don't wanna lose u in my life..
When everything was change, maybe you lost that memories
But..
Not for me
Even the little things
I still remember it
What u wore..
What u said
What u brought
What u told to me
Believe me
I miss u so damn
I just want u know
I just want u realize it
I miss u so damn
But..
I only hope the best for u
Hope you happy without me
Thanks for making my life so colorful
Thanks for everything
:')